I am done trying

I am in a place for which I should be happy.I am not happy for how far I have come but just that I can share.I have no fear of intimacy.I have no fear of people.I love someone now that I couldnt imagine loving.I feel like the most beautiful girl in this world.I feel special.I feel me.

Lousy Shadows

I never thought I would believe.I never thought I will have power over my words.I never thought I could taste a portion of the invincible life force.I feel so normal.I feel so human.I feel so positive.I am humbled beyond anything.I want you not to narrow yourself.Just breathe and be open to life.Be creative.You are the best thing that ever happened to you.
Smile.

No Me?!

I dress my thoughts in a gawky awkward motion.I walk the different steps where my pulse rate is casually stimulated by pushing hard.I cant make out the fast and slow.I am picking up on preserved strength and suffoacting passions like I never felt before.I never really knew what I am.I am drowning in this pressure.Just deeper and sharper.Only I never look back no more.